I See the Finish Line

You know you're making a life realization when you listen to Michelle Branch's on repeat. I think I've hit  point in my life where I can let go of some things and some people. Last year my whole world changed. It was hard. But I reconfigured the pieces and now I can say I'm happy. I like how things are. I'm not too sure I felt the same last year or even last semester.

One of my best friends from what feels like centuries ago dis-added me as a friend on facebook. It's weird the ache I feel within myself. I've known our flame was out ages ago but the final facebook blow is somewhat of a cheesy eye-opener. He helped me so much in some of the darkest times of my life. Now all that's left is random shit he and I posted on eachothers' facebook walls (see above)

I feel like you have certain people in your life at specific times so they can help you to mature. It's weird saying that silent goodbye when you've both grown past the potential of the friendship or love affair.

I used to be scared of those goodbyes. I never wanted to let go of anything-I'm a hoarder. But it's only natural and it makes room for new life chapters.

NO

As for this Spring 2012 finals chapter, I wish it were over. I honestly have no idea how I'm going to survive this weekend...3 more finals, 2 days of classes, 1 weekend and 0 energy....fun!